4Y4: A Painted Poem (2020)

An experimental interleaving of poetry and painting, this work consists of sixteen abstract paintings, each titled with a single verb. When read as a whole, the poem is intended to describe the creative process used to paint it. Partly inspired by classical Chinese and Japanese poetry, which were written with ideograms that could be read and related to each other in any number of subjective ways.

Link to the poem's Arthive collection.


Focus
Focus

Fling
Fling

Veil
Veil

Flow
Flow

Pepper

Tatter
Tatter

Splash
Splash

Slash
Slash

Muse
Muse

Breathe
Breathe

Light
Light

Seed
Seed

Swell
Swell

Wave
Wave

Break
Break

Begin
Begin

4Y4: A Painted Poem
4Y4: A Painted Poem

Flag Waivers Must Burn

Last refuge of the scoundrel

First refuge of the fool

(So you fools are refugees- 

DEPORT! EXPEL!)

Excuses everything 

Is an excuse for anything

...But won't excuse your stupidity.


Patriotism is bigotry.

Always has been, always will be.

The only way to sear blind faith

Into tired, vacant, sheepish eyes

Is to define an other

To look down on

Spit down on

Kick down on

Load down on

And pin all blame on

When it all goes wrong.


There is not, and never was

Any unity. This may anger you.

And so you scream "DIVISION!"

- Of some thing that was never whole?

When were the parts ever summed, much less moored?

The numbers are neither here nor there.

The math doesn't work.

This end is up.

The pieces won't come together.

E pluribus, pluribus.

Fragility remains upended.


Feeble and febrile,

Nationalism stumbles, withers, dies

And lies

As all empty ideologies do.

Tell me please,

What IS the "eternal glory"

Of a few barely-understood artifacts

Mouldering in a museum?

The patrons surely can't see it.

Not with all that hastily-penned propaganda 

To capture their watery eyes.


Surrounded by grey and beige walls, 

Too high to scale, they observe only

Red - anger at every perceived fail

(Notably those that are true);

White - a dream of a sterile world,

Where only the pale and loaded matter;

And Blue - fading shadows of an age's past fall

Drawn with crumbling charcoal upon the savage Earth

The better to demarcate scraps of turf

To proclaim pissing contests over.

Always pathetic

Glorious the first time (by decree)

Laughable the next...

Until you die in a killing spree.

That makes it personal

To an immersible degree.


When the war is over (briefly)

Stride from your bomb shelter

(Courtesy of the welfare state!)

Plant your rag in the twisted wreckage

Declare the stinking leachate a sacred pool

Drop to your knees and embrace all that is cruel

Enjoining sundry to get their hands dirty-

For what's the use of boundaries,

When all the world's a junkyard?

Landfill: The great leveler.

With everything and everyone disposed of

The slate has been wiped clean...

Enough, to reflect the mountain of rubbish

That sooner or later will topple -

But at least you'll die surrounded by what you love(d)!


Standing beyond and above,

There will be a world

Where all flags are burned

As funeral shrouds, 

Wrapped 'round the wasted bodies

Of goose-stepping zombies

Who assailed the globe

Like an overbaked pie, blunting further

Drawn weapons as dull

As their overstretched

Overworked, underfed minds.

Fasces to ashes

"You MUST!" to dust.

Blowing in the dry wind

Past poles standing empty

In mute testament

To pointless vainglory. 

Sirius

 

Lounging above the horizon Blue-white, outshining All save Venus herself (Not bad for a dogstar!) Panting despite the cold The friendliest ball of plasma I've yet known  (And I've known a few) Flinging zingers with an ebullient twinkle At the speed of light, years away A very one-sided conversation Yet I can't help but agree With all that is said. Keep yipping into the darkness Until the ecliptic brings us round You and I and Orion (And the rest) And we'll join the summer sun Proffering its dog days In diurnal convocation.

Carrion Bird

                                                        Long before the wheel life

                                        When travel meant kicking up

                                                            Clouds of choking dust

(That never reached me)

                                                             I cruised the tracks and trails

                                        Finding what the travelers killed

                                                                Finding the killed travelers

                                                                                        And munching all without bias.

I wasn't picky.

Nothing to knock.

Just a part of the flock.


                                                    Now I cruise the highways, unhurried

                                                            Hanging on blackened fingers

                                                            While monsters roar by below

                                                                                                            Giving me a bellyful

                                                        Of what cannot escape

                                Their frantic rush

                                                                                                                        To evade

                                                    At any price

                                                                                    The one predator

They all dread:


The ticking clock.

Martyr's Lament

All I wanted 

Was a change

A dose of truth

A taste of power

An egotrip


...And followers


Which I got.

Thought me divine

They hung on every word

Notably, the most meaningless.


How could I explain

Disbelief in

What I taught belief in

After the cheering section

Stormed the field

Changed the game

And tore down the goals.


My mistake

Was to see anything in them

Other than a reflection.


Through the mirror now

My name is worn (out)

To sanctify, justify, vilify

Things I never dreamed of.


Disturbs my eternal sleep

Knowing this long night is "mine"

But they'll never stop

Basking in the renown

Of the onetime me

While I rot.

A Three-Line Refutation (Of Earbud Zombies)

Turn up the volume

Until you can't hear

Your own whimpering.

The One True Platitude

The world hates you.

                                        It wants you to suffer,

And it wants you to die.

                                                    You will.



                                                                            ...But wants need not be gifted.

Timburr

                                A tree fell in the forest

                                no one heard it

                                  But a passing snake felt it

                            and a hiss of annoyance might have been heard

                                 as the serpent was forced to alter course

                               around another new obstruction.

Grate Again

                                    We cannot return.

You refuse to move

                                                                            Forward

So we stand still,

                                            Straining

                        Against everything and nothing

Each other;                                                                     now an other.

                                As the sun curls above us

                                            And the sea laps at our knees

You lie

                About a golden age

We die.

Buck For A Tooth

                    A squirrel's shadow s c a m p e r s

                                        Oblique in the morning light

                                    Puffy tail held high, heedless

                                            Of the grey mound of fur

                                                Chattering its annoyance

                                                        To all of the world

                                                        That won't get out of its way.

Outlast Diss

I'm still here;

You're all gone.

Long forgotten

And dispelled.

Except as a worthless

Object of disgust.

To be rarely recalled

Upon a rictus of hatred

And then dismissed;

Banished to the depths.

The mire of unconscious

Where all the unwanted

Unpleasantness dwells.

The Jelly Code

 


Confessional Dare

Bet you can't do it.

It's so much easier 

To tell a stranger that you hate them

Want to kill them 

Wish them endless suffering

Want to still everything they've done

Everything they've believed in

Than to tell them 

That you love them.

Try it, flower child.

Ongoing Oxymorons

American democracy.

Contented worker.

Unconditional love.

Easy money.

Sustainable growth.

Gun safety.

Necessary war.

Social media.

Holy book.

Just god.

Blind date.

Enduring icon.

Unbiased news.

Vital fashion.

Accurate prediction.

Important trend.

Progressive politics.

Governmental accountability.

Humane society.

Compassionate capitalism.

Rational religion.

Christian morals.

Green industry.

Serious business.

Homo sapiens.

Gloves Off

Awake in a box

Eat from a box

Sit in a metal box

To get to another metal box

To get to another metal box

To get to a concrete and glass box

To stare at a luminous box

Upon which are projected...boxes.

Boxed in?

Better box your way out.

The Ice (originally published 2022)

Written as an allegory about the general stupidity and ineptitude displayed by humanity during the Covid-19 pandemic, this poem is arguably (and unfortunately) even more relevant about the events since then.