The Craven Impulse

I will, when...

I would, but...

I'd like to, if only...

                                ...but the idea isn't finished yet.

                                ...it needs more polish.

                                ...I'm not really the creative type.


                    Stop making excuses.

Not money - don't need it.

        Not time - there's enough.

                Not other people - they're peons.

                        If you lack anything, it's will.

If you want to,

                            the world can't stop you.

Most of the time, 

                            it won't even try.


The spewing torrent of idea(l)s

        Can never be held in abeyance

                By feeble weirs of penury, apathy, satisfaction

     Nor a hastily constructed dam of desperate, mediocre normalcy.

The rains don't stop

The rivulets still flow

The torrent never wanes

                            Though it soon fades into the salient serenity

Of the sea of history

                                    Be it forgotten, or remembered.

Was it all for nothing?

Is that for you to judge?

How many great creators died failures?

            Unnoticed while, unlamented after

                    Entirely misunderstood 

                        (if any attempt was ever made to understand)

Without even the contemptible consolations 

                    Of economics, popularity, celebrity

To soothe overworked imagination

                                    Rewards as fleeting as a green flash at sunset

But not nearly as memorable.


                        The value of creation lies not in consumption.

                        That's a lie, propagated by lunatics

        Who haplessly chance upon beauty, far beyond their ken,

                                    Then congratulate themselves for gratifying it.

        The solipsism of the moneyed is the cynicism of the delayed.

    The consumptive is concerned only with salving their disease

And wringing a few more atomic endorphins

                   Out of something someone else made (or "generated").

            Appreciation of the unappreciated

                    Lies in the fertile valley between

                        The dry plateaus of time and interest

With the desolation of profitability

                                            Looming somewhere over the horizon, maybe... 


But who cares?

                                Don't plan for a destination

                                                                            That may not even exist.

        Get pissed, persist, enlist what is volunteered

                                And let your forces sweep the field.

4Y4: A Painted Poem (2020)

An experimental interleaving of poetry and painting, this work consists of sixteen abstract paintings, each titled with a single verb. When read as a whole, the poem is intended to describe the creative process used to paint it. Partly inspired by classical Chinese and Japanese poetry, which were written with ideograms that could be read and related to each other in any number of subjective ways.

Link to the poem's Arthive collection.


Focus
Focus

Fling
Fling

Veil
Veil

Flow
Flow

Pepper

Tatter
Tatter

Splash
Splash

Slash
Slash

Muse
Muse

Breathe
Breathe

Light
Light

Seed
Seed

Swell
Swell

Wave
Wave

Break
Break

Begin
Begin

4Y4: A Painted Poem
4Y4: A Painted Poem